And this is usually the month, when I am in the worst of my moods! I question myself, I challenge myself, I am critical about what I have been doing so far, and I see a lot of “should not haves” in my past year!
Why?
I was born in this month! that’s why! My new year begins every year in the month of April, and I more often than not feel sad about what I have been able to do over the last 12 months. Not that they are bad, or I did not achieve things.. more often than not, from an external perspective, I do fairly well.. and there are times when I know it myself.. but I cannot lie to myself! I know there is something which was missing, and I hate myself for it…
This year does not seem to be any different! and like every other year, I am going to think about how it has to change, it has to improve…
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