Category: General

  • MoRe !!!

    how does this sound?

    lots of work..
    late night movies…
    excellent music…
    and some good creative thoughts..

    looks like i have all the reasons to enjoy my life..

    oh.. and did i forgot that india won their fifth match with a quite a good margin… 7 wickets eh…

    coming to it point by poiint..

    i can work best when challanged to perform.. for that matter everyone does.. but do i care.. the answer is not.. i am here to care about myself and not do any charity… so that fact of the matter remains that i have loads and loads of work to do.. in a li’il less time then i need to complete it… and i am loving it…
    the bad thoughts that i did not get any appraisal..
    that i have not been treated nicely… etc etc do not even come to my mind…

    hopefully the right people would know that I AM the right guy !!!

    next…
    late night movies… i saw Jerry Mcguire today on Star Movies… lovely movie.. i have seen it in bits and peices.. but today i sat down and saw the whole damn movie.. and am i happy or what… its a good movie.. must see for someone who thinks that there are things that will break you in peices as a human… if you can collect yourself.. and have the balls to fight the odds.. there is nothing that can stop you from getting what you deserve….

    excellent music…
    for the last two days i am listening to 99.9fm… no no.. this is not a new station.. no its not even a worldspace station… its a soundtrack… 99.9fm is a movie.. a li’il different from the MSC… main stream cinema… and the soundtrack.. rich… well thats the word that i have for it… it has such a charismatic blend of the right quantity of classical, vocal, intrumental, pop and folk… singers like Shobha Mudgal, Pandit Bhimsen Joshi, Shaan feature in this soundtrack… worth a buy… oh that reminds me.. i have to search for the OST on Limewire.. lemme pull it up… guys.. do try Limewire.. one of the best P2P software that i have used… and the lightest on your PC too…

    creative thoughts..
    i sat down with gaurav today.. and discussed with him the ideas that i had for the site.. i think he liked them.. i also made some sketches of the fotos that i wanted him to click.. and i might click them too… and he has permitted me to use his Canon 350D in the next shoot… and play around.. so i get to do some stuff as well… thanks Tushar for helping me with the fire… love you brother !!!

    today was the happy budday of my young cousin.. Ashu.. he is one of the best chaps that i know.. sincere and honest.. brother may God bless you with all the happiness that you deserve in your life..

    sorry richa for not being able to talk to you in the last few days.. hope you understand how caught up i am…

    tushar.. i have made a small file.. will send it to you as soon i find myself satisfied with the result…

    had to write all this before i go off to sleep… feeling more better now 😀
    😀

  • BiZiE !!!

    last two days have been really really hectic… to the extent that yesterday i did not get time have my food as well…

    so i was fasting on a Tuesday.. thats a good sign eh !!!

    the health part has improved a li’il bit… when you have a bad throat youshould keep quiet.. and i think i have been speaking the most in the last two days.. and that seems to have taken care of my problem 🙂

    anyway.. tushar was kind enough to call me for a soup on monday evening… and i obliged him :P…
    for some reason whatever he said that evening was very very valid… not that he does not say valid things otherwise, but monday evening he looked focused and very inspiring… i was keen on taking care of the things that we discussed, but thanks to the work load in office, i am not in a position to open my PC once i reach home in the night !!!

    but tushar bhai i will make sure that this weekend i have something to show you …

    yesterday was just fine… except that not eating food part… Deepali came over to see me from the other building and that was something very very sweet of her… i am also chatting a li’il with Shilpa.. who i call Shipla and she seems to be a nice girl too… had some interesting convos with her which i will post sometime later…

    for now.. i will go and get back to work…

  • jUsT LikE DaT !!!

    i am not at all well today..
    really bad cold and cough.. have been breathing out of my mouth the entire day and its getting worse from bad…

    bad headache… soar throat…runnung nose… loads of work… perrfuckt combination…

    hey bhagwan…

    had a big argument with dad yesterday night.. i hate it when something of this sort happens… i try not to speak anything but then i am such an ass…. need to control myself !!!

    prashant beta sudhar jao before your pa throws you out of the house…

  • FiAT TaKeS a STeP !!!

    am i happy or what…

    Fiat India’s site is back up… there were loads of talks going about FIAT packing their bags and leaving.. and then Hinduja’s came into picture.. and then the TATAs… and finally there is a MOU between the TATAs and FIAT… which means that TATA is going to benefit with the FIAT technology… and FIAT is going to benefit with the TATA’s ASS (After Sales Service)…

    win win for both the parties.. and for the few FIAT owners in India who swear by their cars… and i am one of them…

    me and deepu were talking about FIAT yesterday.. the there is no sale of fiat.. and i told him.. that there is no After Sale.. or Re-sale either… you need to have some balls to buy a Fiat.. and trust me… its a delight to own… and needless to say i am tottally obsessed with my car…

    ok.. back to the main point.. FIAT India’s website is up and running.. which means that I would have that site open on my computer all the time.. which used to be the case when i bought the car.. and what can be better then seeing the Ferrari Red colour on the site.. something that i OWN….

    love you baby.. you are the best thing that has happened to me ever.. and i am not kidding !!!

    here is a pic of my love for ppl who have not met her yet !!!

  • OrKuT DeLhi MeEt… ChApTeR – III

    the day started like any other day… but with a lot of comfort… comfort that i did not have to go to the office.. and the rest of my office mates were working… it gives a strange kind of happiness when you can take an off from your work for nothing…

    i wanted to work for half a day.. but could not manage to get the laptop out… and i do not regret it… i have to learn to smart work.. and add it to the hard work that i do…

    anyway… today was a ODM day… the Chapter three was to be written today.. i was waiting for it anxiously… not for any specific reasons… but then this is one day when i get to meet a few ppl i gel well with… ppl who have accepted me as who and what i am.. and not because of how i look… and i have reciprocated in a similar fashion…

    i would be lying if i say that looks do that matter… but then this was an exception to this normal human thinking mind… i look forward to the quality people that these are.. not how they look !!!

    i was late for the Chapter-II, and this time i did not want to take any chances… i called up Aseem around 1250 hours.. and told him that i would park my car at his place.. and then we will walk down to the CCD where we were supposed to meet up with the rest of the gang… i was there by 1345 hours sharp… and aseem was getting ready while i chatter briefly with his brother… his brother had joined us in the Chapter – I when we had gone to Ansal’s Plaza on the First of April’05… eatopia is where we had dinner… and the famous papad and chatney story was made !!!

    ok back to future… we were walking towards the CCD when i got a message from Richa… that she was lost and did not know where to go.. and was standing in front of Wimpy’s.. i told her to wait there and wait for me and Aseem… and then Deepu called… and told me that Jassi had to leave for Noida.. he had to meet some friend of his… so we kinda rushed… met Richa… and she could not stop speaking her typical “shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit” when she found out that she had walked right past CCD thinking that it was the music world ( Music World… you do not have chairs in there… 🙂 anyway… you can label it as cute.. and move on…

    so we reach there… walk up the stairs.. to find that Jassi and Deepu had company… Avikal.. i could recognise him from the fotos that he has posted but he looks older in his fotos on the net… otherwise he is a smart looking young man !!! and the other fella was Shami… i hope i am spelling his name correct… Avikal works in some firm in CP itself.. and Shammi has his office in NOIDA, do not remember the name of the firm.. but it is just a stone’s throw distance from my house.. how i wish i could get a job which was this close to my place… i could atually catch a nap in the afternoons when the work pressure is less…

    ok.. back to reality… Bhaskar joined us in a while.. and we all did wish Aseem a very happy burthday… i think he turned 30 today… just kidding.. he is 23 now… or 24… but not 30 for sure… that reminds me.. he did not give us a party.. and we did not give him the bumps… manh.. i will kick your ass wheni meet you next… beware…

    CCD was hot and loud.. and they did not take my order coz they were transferring cash.. and jassi had to leave… so we moved from there… made a few efforts to get Jassi an auto for NOIDA… and then moved to a different cafe.. it was hot as well… and after making the guys there arrange for us 7 to sit.. we moved out… and trust me it was nicer outside then inside that cafe…

    Avikal decided that he had to go back to his office now.. and we were 6 of us left… Aseem, Me and Bhaskar have been there in all the three chapters… Deepu was in his second ODM… and Richa and Shammi in their first….

    we then decided to move to the Cafe 100… we guys had food last time there.. and it was pretty decent… so we enter there… and no space to sit… we wait and get a place in about 15 odd mintues… during that time… we also discussed the possibility of going to Paranthe wali gali for some food.. but the idea was dropped because the ppl were not very comfortable…

    the talks continued… people knew more about each other.. i got angry with Deepak because he reads so much and does not write… and people like me who are not able to read much suffer… well how much effort is it to actually read something that opinionate it and write about it.. atleast some ppl like me would get to know more… and might learn new things… i think he will write now… hope he writes as simply as Anurag Mathur or Chetan Bhagat do.. he is a good writer… and a good person to talk to… and is getting to be a good photographer.. i envy him for the knowledge that he gets from reading.. i can do that too… but for some reason.. i am one lazy ass to read…

    we talked about why Chennai should be the capital of India… and why the people inother cities invariably compare themself to Delhi.. i do not think Delhi has any of its populattion of its own.. its people from all over who have made this city what it is… it has its highs.. and it has its lows.. but still this a good place to be in… we also talked about how good it is to drive in Delhi… what kinda books can one read.. what are the new businesses that are coming up… the good part being that the conversation involved everyone.. and it was turning out to be a good meet…

    richa wanted to leave early but Deepu bribed her with an offer to drop her back home.. and that worked.. in india.. bribes really really help… and she stayed for a while longer… we moved out.. and then my boss called.. he was not happy about me sharing some report with the team from Singapore.. i did not understand why he had a problem.. but then like any boss.. he has the right to have a problem.. i think that is one of the things that is there in a BOSS’s KRA… have problems with what people around you do… anyway… when i joined the convo back.. they were talking about DU and fests and all.. Richa is to help us get into all the fests that she can this academic year… hai na richa?

    oh.. i remember.. we also talked about what would happen if Birla Institute of Technology was owned by the Tatas… what would we call it then.. its called BITS now… hehehe.. funny isn’t it…

    we also went to the book shop near plaza.. we had to buy a couple of books there.. but then it turned out that we would take more fotos.. then look at books.. so we did.. lots of snaps.. lets see how soon deepak can upload some of them…

    deepu and Richa left after we had some shakes at Cavenders… the shakes were not as good as they used to be.. anyway.. that is understood… so now four of us were left… and we went to Palika to shop for DVDs.. i think we bought about 11 of them… different titles.. and the idea of having a ODM Library came up.. we might like to keep our DVDs safe.. and let the other ODM members borrow the DvD titles from the library… as and when they need it… good idea.. might just save us a lot of money.. right eh…

    i bought 6 dvds in all.. and the movie listing goes like this.. Godfather ( all three parts), Conair, Face Off, The Rock, Gone in 60 Seconds, Lord of the Rings (Three parts), Deep Blue Sea, Shark Zone, Jaws ( all three parts), The Gods must be crazy ( Three parts), and a DVD titled “Greatest Hits of Japanese Cinema”.. Gaurav, my fotography guru has stayed in Japan for over 3 years.. he might like to have this DVD as a gift.. lets see.. if i really like the movies then i will keep that Dvd myself.. and just lend it to him for a couple of days to watch 🙂 and return…

    ok.. back to ODM… once the shopping spree was done with.. we decided to call it a day !!! Aseem and me… went back to his place so that i could pick up my car and come back home… and Bhaskar and Shammi wanted to talk about something so they sat together… this brought the ODM Chapter – III to an end.. all of us waiting for the Chapter IV for sure…

    God bless us all..

    back home.. i tool mom to the market.. and went around looking for some trousers.. and finally found a shop with some very very decent stuff.. and at excellent prices.. bought two very nice trousers for 1190 bucks.. and one shirt for 395… the kinda clothes that i have been looking for… will collect the trousers in the morning…

    nice day this was… looking forward to such exciting days ahead too…

    i love shopping.. and i realise it only after i get the stuff i want.. before that it usually is a pain 🙂

  • sOmEtHiNg fRoM eVeRyThiNg !!!

    if i had to ever choose between fame and money.. i would give away all the money.. ok.. lets be practical.. a large portion of that money… to take the fame…

    i realise that lots of money is not on the list of things i want for myself… just enough to keep myself content and not feel that i am missing out on things important to me should be good enough… i am happy that my expectations from life are not sky high.. they are where i can reach for them… with an effort ofcourse.. but i will…and i will….

    i want respect for what i am… i will take scoldings for what i did not do.. only if they are combined with the words which tell me whatever li’il i have done…

    i give love and comfort to people i like… and i want to be the best listener they can get… and i do not want anyone to try and be a part of my life unless i want to…

    i am selfish and i think about myself before i think about anyone else… i am weak still that i cannot say no to a lot of people coz i think they will be hurt… i do not like it…

    at the end of my day i do not want to speak.. i just want to sit on my roof and see the sky… dark… with a few stars… and breeze to kiss my body…

    i sleep today looking forward to another beautiful morning… i lie down right now to get up to a new beginning…. i die today to be born again…. i loose today to win tomorrow… i cry today to know what smiles are worth… i smile today because i have cried yesterday…

    i will stop for now… love you ma… love you pa… love you all the people i care for… i will make sure you are proud of me one day !!!

  • SoMeThiNgs !!!

    ok… diwali morning…

    loads and loads of SMSs…most of them forwards… i feel that we have stopped having that personal touch to our wishes…
    it has been reduced to just forwarded emails and forwarded test messages.. andthat occasional picture message…

    i still remember the days when i used to spend a good time shortlisting cards for my friends and relatives… and then write their addresses… and then post them… i miss those days…

    ok.. no sad talk for today… today is a good day and it should be celebrated with smiles…. and not thinking about things have changes over the last few years…

    i have taken about 35 snaps in the last two days and hoping that atleast 10 of them come out the way i wanted…

    am sitting in tushar’s room right now while he is having his lunch…
    and i am writing away to glory on my blog…

    there were a few more things that i was thinking of yesterday… have not been able to start any new book, thanks to some useless friends…
    they have not given me any ideas so far… however Deepu called today and he gave me some thoughts.. lets see if i can make something out it…
    tushar expects me to start reading some toughies… i cannot do that… i have to read something that i associate myself with…
    something which is closer to the world that i have known !!!

    chetan bhagat has written something which is of that sort and that let me read the two books he has written.. dunno of any other authors… i think i will read “The Inscrutable Americans” by Anurag Mathur.. i will take it from Tushar today…

    chatted with a doc yesterday evening.. it was nice… she is a doctor.. and working with a pathlab… and is off to a small vacation today… i wish i could have used these 4 days to travel… its rare that i get four official offs…

    anyway…
    i will stop now… gotta finish the fanta tushar just gave me… and i have to go buy a shirt too.. white one.. nice one…

    and i want to go for a look makeover.. i want to change my hairstyle..
    and i want to keep a li’il bit of beard… sounds weird.. does it..

    well thats me…

    oh… and after i wrote this post.. i could not upload it.. so i went to the market with Tussar.. and bought a shirt for myself… finally i am the proud owner of a white shirt… abhi i will wear it 🙂

    so diwali means new clothes for me too this year 🙂

    Happy Diwali everyone !!!
  • LaSt WeEk….tHiS wEeKeNd !!!!

    really do not have much to write today..

    just that there is a long small vacation ahead of me.. long because its rare that you get 4 days off work officially…
    and short because i am sure these 4 days are going to fly by like deadlines do… hehe.. actually one of these 4 is already kinda over…

    last week was exciting… office was hectic but was good.. i might just get a chance to be responsible of a tool rollout across india which means.. a lot of preperation at my side… training material, training plans, look at the infra needed.. prepare checklists… and loads more… and hey… i am not complaining.. i am looking forward to it…

    this also means that things are going to be tough till 31-Jan-06

    another achievement for the last week…

    two books
    names: Five Point Someone and One Night @ the Call Centre
    one author
    name : Chetan Bhagat
    one reader
    reader’s a name : Prashant Bhardwaj
    total time to finish the books: not more then 10 hours across the whole week..

    this is really an achievement for someone who has not read many books.. i just do not like it.. but this time it was different coz the books were simple and interesting.. tushar wants me to read something more complicated and break away from the mind block of not being able to understand books.. i am not sure if that is going to happen… i still want to read things which are simple.. and do not want me to understand them… anyway lets see…

    i did not have time to think a lot this week other then work.. however a few things are there on my mind and i might just write about them wheni think about them a li’il more…

    ~) what was the girl who got raped a few days back doing at a bus stop on Vikas Marg at 0300 hrs… and why did she take a lift from a cab which had 3 guys in it? not to say that the bastards who did what they did is right.. but is anyone other then them also responsible for this kinda act?

    ~) a few weeks back i was thinking that i like being alone.. and this feeling is getting stronger and stronger… i do not really like when my cell ohone rings when i want to be with me… for 3 days lagataar i am going to the T-SHOP and i usually do not have much to talk about.. i just want to rest in peace…

    ~) gaurav, my fotography guru saw my fotos and was kinda happy about what i am doing these days.. but he still is not too keen to see too much in my fotos.. he wants me to have an eye for detail which i guess i am developing slowly…

    ~) i want to read something like i did last week.. but unfortunately i do not have anything to read… i do not want to read something which is too much of fiction.. rather have something which is kinda real and simple.. and i can associate with..

    ~) i want to do something worthwhile in the next 3 days.. cleaning up the mess in my room tops the list… if i can do it or not is something that i come to find out only tmrw evening.. coz that is when i will know if i have done it or not…

    ~) i am sad about the blasts that happened today in delhi… everyone suddenly has the opportunity to point a finger at the administration and the police without realising that we as people are more responsible for not being able to identify the unidentified objects leading to these blasts… police cannot check the bags of the thousands of ppl who walk into the markets everyday.. but we can always keep our eyes open and stay alert… i think i you we should be acting more responsibly then starting to blame the entire police dept and the politicians for what they do not do… politicians in india do not do anything in any case… except displaying their grief on any unfortunate incident and offering some lacs to the relatives of the dead… would request anyone who is reading this to be more alert and act responsible for himself as well as everyone around them…

    ~) aro called me as soon as he knew of the blasts and wanted to know if i was alright… love u man !!!

    ~) i might read some Sherlock Holmes tonight.. lets see…

    too many words again… i feel at times that i need to limit the amount that i write in every post.. but then it does not happen…

    whatever…

    have a good weekend everyone… and be safe… and keep ppl around you safe too…

  • HiGh… eeeeyaaah !!!

    high.. yes… i was high….

    loud music takes me to the levels where normal humans reach after they have a couple of drinks.. actually a lot of drinks..

    IBM throws a party for its ppl working on Bharti account… and i reach the party venue ( Vasu Garden) around 2000 hrs…

    what do i hear.. some instrumental music.. and a scattered lot of ppl enjoying their drinks… i know that once the ppl get drunk that is when the real party for them begins.. infact in most of such parties i have seen that ppl only come to have a free drink.. rather… a lot of free drinks…

    hmm.. so i pick up my favorite drink too… pineapple juice.. neat !!!!

    and then after a while.. deepali who is supposed to dance her way to glory with me comes to the party.. she is a ordinary looking girl but with a cute smile.. and a beautiful heart.. thodi si confused types bhi hai.. and manages to smile at most of the sick jokes that i belt out of my system 🙂

    ok.. so she takes her vodka with some orange juice.. and does not like it… and once we are done with the drinking part.. we head towards the dance floor which is still kinda light and empty…

    and then there is nothing which stops prashant.. good music.. a very talented dancer with him… and his ability to shake a leg or two… purrrrfect…

    shilpa also joined us after a while.. she is a cute and a pretty girl.. not hott though…

    and there is this other dame there.. which is like toooooooo hott… well i find her hott.. so i find her hott.. and so she is hott.. and she is so hott.. hehehe… ( add taking her out to my “someday list” please.. someone)

    two hours of dance with some small breaks… sweating away to the high of mushiq… and that makes me realise that i cannot dance for more then 30 minutes together… i need a break in between… am i turning old or what….

    whatever…

    i also did my Rajesh Khanna, Dharmendra and Mithun Da bits to make ppl laugh around… oh and not to forget the “drunk dunno know nothing about dance” steps … that was interesting too…

    the DJ was nothing great.. just ok… and he played a li’il too much of punjabi songs that i had never heard.. however he was kind enough to play Kala Chashma when i requested him for it… kala chashma reminds me of the great parties tht i have attended at Hughes.. and i start missing all of my lovely friends out there… i miss when we used to almost kill ourself dancing.. my first rain dance… phew… Hughes was the best time of my life…

    love you all the ppl at hughes.. u are the best…

    i did not ask him to play Summer of 69 and i hate myself for that… i do not think a lot of ppl would have liked that song there… they were a li’il too impressed with his collection of the punjabi bits…

    the evening at the party ended with a light lunch.. oops the dinner… see i told you i was high during and after the dance 🙂

    loved the rabri and the jalebi…

    and left…. the day ends… the party is over for me..

    oops.. missed one thing.. interesting one…

    @ saket red light… amit diverts my attention to an indica on our left.. white one… driven around by an ordinary looking driver.. with some extra-ordinary things happening on the rear seat…

    i am sure you have guessed it by now.. if yes.. no marks for guessing it right.. and if not guessed.. there was a couple making out at the rear seat… bigg time… and they were kinda unaware that the windows of the car were not tinted… so it was kinda obvious that the world could just look at them… and they were not bothered… some love between the two love birds…

    someone has rightly said.. love knows no boundaries… looks like they intended to cross atleast a million of them on the rear seat yesterday… well hope they had a great time together… dunno how the driver was feeling though… poor fella…

    reached home at 0000 hrs… changed clothes and slept… woke up at 0630 hours… and got a li’il late to the office…

    most of the time spent in a detailed discussion with the Singapore team… got some appreciation for my knowledge about the work here too.. nice eh !!!

    and another good thing that happened…

    Deepali told me that shilpa told her that i was a nice guy to be with 🙂 and that i danced well.. yippiee…
    nice comment from a lovely looking lady…

    shilpa ji… you are very sweet.. and your looks add to it 🙂 making you sweeter 🙂

    and shilpa was also wondering why me and deepali are not going around… hehehe.. i am also wondering… but then i guess.. we do not need to be going around to be good friends.. which we are.. so lets just stay there…

    i have also a couple of things to write about the kinda ppl i am stuck up with in office these days.. a couple of ppl from my vendor… well.. sometime later.. coz writing about them is really going to spoil my mood…

    isn’t this post getting a li’il too long… i guessed as much… so why don’t u stop reading now.. and post a comment for yours truly 🙂